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The Eyes of the Poor
Ah! So you would like to know why I hate you today? It will
certainly be harder for you to understand than for me to
explain, for you are, I believe, the most perfect example of
feminine impermeability that exists.
We had spent a long day together which to me had seemed
short. We had duly promised each other that all out thoughts
should be shared in common, and that our two souls henceforth
be but one -- a dream which, after all, has nothing original
about it except that, although dreamed by every man on earth,
it has been realized by none.
That evening, a little tired, you wanted to sit down in front of a new café
forming the corner of a new boulevard still
littered with rubbish but that already displayed proudly its
unfinished splendors. The café was dazzling. Even the gas
burned with all the ardor of a début, and lighted with all its
might the blinding whiteness of the walls, the expanse of mirrors,
the gold cornices and moldings, fat-cheecked pages dragged
along by hounds on leach, laughing ladies with falcons on their
wrists, nymphs and goddesses bearing on their heads piles of
fruits, patés and game, Hebes and Ganymedes holding out
little amphoras af syrups or parti-colored ices; all history and
all mythology pandering to gluttony.
On the street directly in front of us, a worthy man of about
forty, with tired face and greying beard, was standing holding
a small boy by the hand and carrying on his arm another little
thing, still too weak to walk. He was playing nurse-maid, taking
the children for an evening stroll. They were in rags. The three
faces were extraordinarily serious, and those six eyes stared
fixedly at the new café with admiration, equal in degree but
differing in kind according to their ages.
The eyes of the father said: "How beautiful it is! How beautiful
it is! All the gold of the poor world must have found its
way onto those walls." The eyes of the little boy: "How beautiful
it is! How beautiful it is! But it is a house where only
people who are not like us can go." As for the baby, he was
much too fascinated to express anything but joy -- utterly
stupid and profound
Song writers say that pleasure ennobles the soul and softens
the heart. The song was right that evening as far as I was
concerned. Not only was I touched by this family of eyes, but
I was even a little ashamed of our glasses and decanters, too
big for our thirst. I turned my eyes to look into yours, dear
love, to read my thoughts in them; and as I plunged my eyes
into your eyes, home of Caprice and governed by the Moon, you
said: "Those people are insufferable with their great saucer
eyes. Can't you tell the proprietor to send them away?"
So you see how difficult it is to understand one another,
my dear angel, how incommunicable thought is, even between
two people in love.
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